So not a good day...

I am so not having a good day! The whole thing has been freakin' horrible! I'm really down today, I'm feeling fat and ugly, untalented, like a big nothing! I hate it! Of course, I was angry earlier because my husband pissed me off, and I threw a chair at the wall and got a hole in it. I know, so childish. So that's another issue I have to work on.
I'm sick of going up and down, up and down, feeling great one day and like crap the next! I'm sick of it! Why can't I be normal for a week! I'm sick of my trials, I hate 'em. I hate this day and can't wait to put Sierra to bed so I can go to bed just sleep it off. Ugh! I guess that's all. For now. I'm sure there'll be more. Probably sooner than later. >:p:. .