Good!

I've felt good the last few days, let's hope it keeps up for a while. :)

So not a good day...

I am so not having a good day! The whole thing has been freakin' horrible! I'm really down today, I'm feeling fat and ugly, untalented, like a big nothing! I hate it! Of course, I was angry earlier because my husband pissed me off, and I threw a chair at the wall and got a hole in it. I know, so childish. So that's another issue I have to work on.
I'm sick of going up and down, up and down, feeling great one day and like crap the next! I'm sick of it! Why can't I be normal for a week! I'm sick of my trials, I hate 'em. I hate this day and can't wait to put Sierra to bed so I can go to bed just sleep it off. Ugh! I guess that's all. For now. I'm sure there'll be more. Probably sooner than later. >:p:. .

Such a jerk sometimes!

My husband really pisses me off sometimes! He just pisses me off!! We have a calling in our church, which is like an assignment, a job. I really hate the days that he just decides he's not going to go and he leaves me to do it alone! We're in charge of a nursery and there are a couple of kids that are just wild and mean! And when he leaves ME to do it, it just means that I have to deal with them alone! Or when I get there, I have to ask for a volunteer and it's just ridiculous! I'm so fricken mad right now. He's just "not going to go" because there's a "good game" on today, well la-di-da! I wish I could just do what he does and decide "NOT" to go one day but then that wouldn't be fair to the leaders because they have to find volunteers and it's not easy to ask someone to be in the nursery for a couple hours. It's a calling! They expect us to be there! I'm so flamin' mad and all he can say is "I'm sorry." Sorry my BUTT! Stay home and watch your #^$$#! game! JERK!