Rollercoaster!

I really like roller coasters but this one is driving me nuts.

Runaway

I just want to get into a car, drive away and never come back. Maybe I'd even drive it over a really steep cliff. I don't know how to handle this stuff anymore!!! I cannot handle mt trials anymore! Why me, Lord? I know we shouldn't ask that but I am. WHY???? Why is EVERYTHING so difficult?!? I really hate my life. I can't even make love to my husband, I hate sex!!! There! I said it for the whole world to know! I HATE SEX! BLAH! Screw everything! I just want to get in the @#%*-%$3 car and go away.

Nothing!

I wish I was dead! That's all!